Vibrating Doodle Pen

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I just read the story about a girl telling her family members about a vibrating doodle pen and I had to share my own story about the things.

I had my first orgasms with one of those pens as a young teen!  I got it for Christmas a few years earlier, as did all of my younger cousins, but I noticed that the adults were snickering and knew there was something naughty about them.  I don’t remember what persuaded me to slip it into my underwear one night, but I remember making quite a habit out of it.

I knew that girls were supposed to masturbate by putting their fingers inside themselves, but I was scared to put anything inside me because I knew that I could hurt myself if I stuck my fingers into my other orifices (or so I was told).  I was especially frightened when I first began to get aroused and found myself getting wet, because somehow in all of my sex-ed classes (including a pretty detailed sex-ed book for teens!), no one had ever mentioned that women get wet when they are aroused and I thought I was sick.  I had been told that if anything strange came out of there, I should tell my mother or ask to go to the doctor.  I wouldn’t get my period for a couple more years yet.

It never occurred to me to rub my clitoris with my fingers, and even when I got older and tried using my fingers inside myself, I didn’t feel anything special like I thought I was supposed to feel.  But the pen worked.  I used to steal the batteries out of all my old toys to power the thing.  When I burned out the motor after a couple years of frequent use, I rode my bike to all the stores nearby that might carry another one, because I was too young to buy a real vibrator.  Heaven forbid a sixteen year old girl be allowed to masturbate!

Hopefully by the time I am a parent I will figure out a graceful, caring way to give my teenage daughters their own safe vibrators without totally mortifying them.

–Submitted by M.